they aren't that bad....?

well

they have begun

and continued too

i'm halfway through now

honestly......its JUST ANOTHER EXAM.........and like all exams its just as detestable.

the hall is draughty...the fans make whirring noises.....the seats are HARD and tiny.....and fixed so you can't pull the desk towards you...you have to lean in front.
the writing sheets are VERY irritating, and they don't fold up properly....the question papers are intent on flying across the room and hitting the invigilator in the face....

but it isn't that bad, really!

the papers are the toughest in some years, but they are still a degree better than all school papers......
i seem to be finishing my papers for a welcome change
but i hardly know what i am writing in them

writing the boards gives this sense of finality

its over.
no second chances
no saying i'll do better next time...

thats scary

what if i've messed up everything unknowingly?
what if no school gives me admission into their sacred premises?
what if i just make a fool of myself by expecting halfway between decent marks, and end up getting some low grade crap.???

it is VERY scary...

but it's even worse thinking of all this
so i'll stop....
and get back to 'Major Industries(mineral based)' ....just a couple of days more and i'm DONE with that book atleast!!

hurrah!

talk about positive thinking... :)