talking rubbish is a habit with me, and so is procrastinating.
i have been doing both in LARGE quantities for the past month and a half.
and honestly, it feels better to have a mission, an aim to work towards. it gets REALLY boring when you have nothing to look forward to the whole day long. the plus point? a book a day, endless hours of watching movies and a chance to get back to all that used to constitute 'normal life' before the boards came up.
and now that i have got used to lazing around for most of the day and then running off for tennis to remove the ill effects of a lethargic lifestyle, i realise that school is about to begin.
and to heighten the torture, those darned Board Results are going to be announced tomorrow. the end result is a bunch of highly frayed nerves. how much ever i try, i am unable to feel comfortable in my new uniform, it looks way too alien...and i am also eaten up by the fact that i really have NO idea how much i shall get in 10th grade, which is scary since everyone says i will do well. what happens if i just make a big fat fool of myself and get below 90%. YELP!!!!

gah! ok i have not blogged for soo long that i have forgotten the art of continuous ranting.
will get back tomorrow with those marks if i havent jumped off Utility Building already. n if i have, then you will get to know anyway....
:p